My ex-husband once called me a “cold-hearted…” you know the end of the phrase. While I have struggled with Scroll Two, I have learned much from it. My heart is very warm when it comes to cats and animals. In the past, my heart has been cooler toward humans; however, Blueprint Builder Paragraph 5 tells me every morning that this will not work.
My mastermind partner gave me several tips to incorporate into my morning routine to teach myself to do this more effectively. This year, I’m searching this Scroll for more ways to be more genuine in this respect. I have a friend from high school who personifies this Scroll. I’d like to emulate her.
I have five decades of not doing this the way I should. I will improve, but this one has many bad habits — some of which I don’t even recognize yet! As I identify these bad habits, I will indentify a corresponding good habit to replace it with.
Scroll One taught me many things this year, and good habits are more than just reading scrolls three times a day. That’s just one habit, which can be used to establish other good habits.
Have you heard of Fitbit Challenges? Fitbit has mapped places around the country, and as I start the challenge and walk my normal steps, Fitbit overlays my steps onto the map, and I complete the challenge. I’m walking the NYC Marathon this week. It seems as if using the scrolls to establish new, good habits is kind of like this.
Your POV made me thoughtful in a different perspective. I’m going to reread the scroll.
I’ve often thought I am too accepting and loving in some ways. It has always been easy up until the last 3 years when my life fell apart and something I believed absolute failed me or maybe I failed myself and the beliefs were faulty. I found I needed stronger boundaries, a more cautious eye in the embracing and giving.
These made question myself, am I really the things I always believed? Did I lie to myself? Is the fault within and this was the universe’s way of revealing it? Is everything I’ve done up until for nothing and built on sand instead of rock as I had thought?
I’m still working the question. I’m still trying to learn to trust myself again. Your perspective gave some things to think about. Thank you. Lifetime of bad habits seems daunting, don’t it?
This got fed into spam for some reason, but I have rescued it (and your follow up, which I rescued then deleted as you requested).
Good job, Jean š
The words of Og in the 2nd Scroll sounded to me a lot like I Corinthians 13 from the bible where it talks about love. I made a widget with Og’s words for my blog. Such beautiful poetry in those words. I am having to learn to love myself again.
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Is that widget a plug-in? If so, which one. I like what you’ve done, Juneta.